D' eat World.

2008-02-10T00:02:00.000+08:00

MOVED TO LJ

http://stitchingleggin.livejournal.com/

2008-02-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

(Colbie Caillat - Midnight Bottle)

Firstly i would like to wish Happy Birthday to my Carmen Darling, the gossip partner as usual. Without failed you make me smile when i'm with you especially during physics lesson was going on. I love you for who you are and please don't change that baby. You've just turned a year older which is Sixteen. May you have a good day and thanks for being my good-friend all this while. I really treasure you the most and may our friendship last long. Anw babe, upload more pictures of yourself with your pretty face.

2008-02-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

(The Maine - Ho Ho Hopefully)

Bend to squares.

I guess the feelings of love have already gone. I swear i hate this and it totally bring me down. I don't know what to say as i have told you lately that i'm tired of talking about the same old things that i've change. Just take it easy, don't worry about these mistakes because i'm keeping it cool. Now thinking about you, sticking around and if we should pay tied down looking around and i know what I want so don't hold me down. Oh and yeah, i don't play games and i have been learning to just to let it all go and quiet when i feel like speaking. My mind has done with thinking all this and i've got nothing more to worry about again.

2008-02-05T20:04:00.000+08:00

(The Kills- No Wow Icicles Mix)

I'm think i'm going to change my url again.

Today, didn't attend school cause i really need a break from it. Hoo. Luckily there's no Chemistry test paper just now. Well, i met up with someone at Tampines and took bus to Harbour Front. Did alot of talking/laughing during the long journey in the bus. Regretted taking bus instead of train when actually we don't know what's the plan at all. I think he really gonna hate me when comes to choosing and thinking part. I'm abit fussy and too frickle minded. Had our lunch there and walked around till we decided to go back to Pasir Ris. Yeah, thanks for sending me to my area. Now, i started to miss the way you make me laugh.

Tomorrow i don't feel like going to school, its a half day and might as well stay at home and sleep. I will ask dad's permission. But i'm sure there's math test going on tomorrow which Mr Lim really purposely give us on our half day. Okay readers, i'm off.

2008-02-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

(Relient K- Be My Escape)

CIP Programme was held just now after school. Did it with girlfriends and it was freaking fun. It end at 4 plus nearly 5 in the afternoon. Super crazy siot. With girlfriends after school and suppose to meet Sharin but communication break down. Okay heck! Emma was so pissed with me and sister which i really don't know why but now we're okay. I knew her that well after being her friend for 3 and the half years. Was messaging with Zee and Nad darlings during school time and i realised that i really miss them hellots not forgetting Fana too. Meet up soon babies! Yeah, now i'm on the phone with Sharin and which supposely i need to call Zee but mum using the house phone. Will call you soon. I will be studying for my physics and chemistry now so then, toorahhhh^^

2008-02-02T23:46:00.000+08:00

(The Futureheads- Skip To The End)

Woke up at 3 in the afternoon, well actually i didn't expected. Hoo. Was messaging with Sharin and suddenly he gave me a call. Thanks for the two hours talk again. Went to Tampines thought of changing handphone but yeah i choose to change my mind and i will change it after dad's pay after looking at the price. I guess i will go for V9. I've bad flu which really destroy my day. I hate it and for goodness sake i feel like cutting my nose and throw it away in the bin. Gundu.

Again, i don't know why you love to jump to conclusion when you don't know the reason. I'm sorry if i avoid you but i just follow my heart says but not my mind. I hate you cause you love to accused me when actually i didn't do it. I know you care but this is too much. The first thing when you call me, you did that? Omg? What's that for? I really got no much things to tell you but yeah please change and stop all that.

2008-02-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

(Amy Winehouse- Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow?)

Hoo, CIP was postponed to Monday. Too bad Nidya and Sharin and thanks to the rain. You both try to make me jealous but failed. I know you guys end early when i'm in school but actually i did to go there after school. Nyah. Didn't join girlfriends to downtown and choose to go home and sleep. Boo >.<

I'm really sorry for everything. I know you did read my blog but infact it's true. When you call me, you didn't sound good and it's all cause of the previous post which you feel hurt when you read them. Damn, my bad and i'm really really sorry. Now you're far away from me.

2008-01-31T23:17:00.000+08:00

(Kate Nash- Little Red)

School was fine but i just can't myself why i'm not okay when come to tests. I dreamt alot and i left with few minutes to complete it. And i don't know what i've been thinking of until i didn't do my work. Let's move to something else. After school, i went to gym. Yeah, the shit part is that now my body are in pain. Tomorrow there's CIP and i really hate it cause it end pretty late. Damn, heck ah. But i'm ready for it.

2008-01-30T20:15:00.000+08:00

(Mest- Until I Met You)

Met up with him just now, and it has been awhile since we get to be
together. Blame on me cause i'm too busy with school works and busy being
with girlfriends. But at least i did get to see you smile, laugh again. I'm really
sorry for what happened just now. I know its my fault. I don't mind
if you've make you own decision to go. I won't force you to stay. And
frankly speaking, i really got no time for you. Sorrrrrrryy.

2008-01-29T19:41:00.000+08:00

( Eisley- Plenty Of Paper)

My day in school was okay and yeah, basically there's test on
each and everyday. Well, i'm fine with it but then i'm not ready to sit
for it. Teacher even seperate me from my sister. Okay heck ah! And yeah,
being with girlfriends was a good one. I love them cause they will bring
me to cloud nine. Tomorrow, i got coursework and i still haven't done
any preparation for it. tsk!

2008-01-28T22:42:00.000+08:00

( Arctic Monkeys-When The Sun Goes Down)

School's was okay but i really hate when comes to p.e period. The teacher
super sucks and he loves to make the period a bored one. What's the point
of having p.e but you didn't lose any fats? Nyah, whatever. After school spent
time with girlfriends and split with them just to meet up with Brother
MoonRock with his friend, Hamdan came along too. I guess
Brother moon will hate Anna for sure cause of her irritating attitude.
With PPK and the bicycle thingy? Tak perlu siahh. After that, met up with
Brother's gf at downtown east. Woo, and now i need to do some research
for my coursework again.

I miss this annonymous someone babe

2008-01-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

( Oasis- Love Like A Bomb)

How i wish it could last.

My Saturday was a great one although its not my special day but i did
feel that its mine. Celebrated mum's birthday with her side and my uncle
who paid for the dinner. Get to meet Nidya and family too after so long.
Catch up things with her. There's ladies day out after that occasions then
i suggested to go clarke quay to meet some of my friends there. My
aunt sent me and my cousin there and i got home at 4am. And maybe
this Saturday will be going out with her, i can't wait for it. My Sunday was
abit dull. Was awake by Irwan's called and talked to him for nearly 2 hours then
i slept back and Farah's Fee called me just to talk to my sister. And i can't
continue sleeping after that. Watched tv and so on. Awhile later, Irwan call me
again and we had a talk for awhile due that i've much thing to be done for
my project. And so yeah, i'm looking forward for tomorrow lessons.
I'm done here, so i'm turning in now.

Happy Eight Months, Faisal :D

2008-01-24T21:39:00.000+08:00

( The Maine- Ho Ho Hopefully)

Just take that as if you're not with me.

I'm busy with school works and i really stress up with it. I've got no time for
unnesessary things anymore except for spending time with girlfriends
which i doesn't want to left out by it. I got maths test tomorrow and i'm still
here blogging cause i know it has been long since i update. Common test coming
soon and there's alot of stuff i need to revise and yeah, i'm getting myself
a tuition okay. I really need it badly just to improve on my maths.
And one more thing, i won't blog everyday cause i need those time
to spend on my project rather than on the computer.

Sadly, I miss you.

2008-01-17T20:18:00.000+08:00

(Plain White T's- A Lonely September)

School was okay and i really slack alot when it came to boring subjects.
How i wish that the boring subjects will never exist? But nevermind
i use that period to rest by talking to girlfriends. I can't wait to meet Nidya and
Shah Diniy tomorrow. Hope to meet you guys, i really miss Nidya but not Shah.
Hoh, too bad. Today my Carmen darling, super sweet. She sent me
and Anna home. I love you, baybeh so much. And i can't wait to talk on
the phone with Sharinnn, that gundu guy.

And I'm off now.

2008-01-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

(Jamestown Story- Breakdown)

Every morning when i wake up, i see your face, and think about, how you're
wasting away without me, and you're just jealous because i can make it on
my own and i'm not scared to be alone. Like you, you're so pathetic i hope that
you regret it. Everything will be just fine was what i said when you asked me.
How it would turn out to be this time. By that time i wasn't sure what i wanted
just come here. We've known each other for so long. If you'd
say that you don't want me to stay i would understand. Don't think i would
forget a single thing. Hush now and just close your eyes and all those time we shared
all this while will gone.

I won't say much things anymore about you. Oh, thanks to the flameboy
for telling me all that. And today if we're still together, we've reach our 10 months
anniversary. Okay its over and there's nothing to be happy about.
Things have to move on and yeah, i know you've found someone new
not only you but i did too. I won't go far with that someone as i doesn't want
to get stuck like what i've gone through with you.

I will put it aside for now.

2008-01-14T18:51:00.000+08:00

(Arctic Monkeys-Cigarette Smoke)

Dance hall drug.

I just don't know what's up with her actually? I know you still loves him
so go and take him back. I don't mind. Afterall i'm no longer his. I can't be bother
at all. Thanks to Zee for knowing what i'm facing with. I just want to get over all this
and do well for my N level. I know there's still a long way for my major papers but
infact i have got to start now. I've got test for almost everyday and its just
only ninth days of school? Can you imagine that? Lately, i can't go home that late
and i got no time to meet people after school. The time is only for my study period when i
only left with how many weeks to common test, gain fitness as sports day coming in March
and mostly spent time with girlfriends after school. & Gundu Sharin, thanks for your
messages that eventually you wake me up. Boo >.<

2008-01-13T15:59:00.000+08:00

(The Academy Is-Down And Out)

Forget about it.

It was a blassst outing with girlfriends yesterday. Okay we didn't spent so much time at the pit due to the muddy grass. It was super disgusting that we didn't even dare to sit or walk anywhere. We just stay at one corner and thanks to the birthday girl for sending us the nice food. After 10 minutes, we make a move to Downtown since the girls wanted to have proper dinner at Burger King. Fee had to leave early and it was a shock one that she was the first one to go home. Coincidence Emyza wanted to meet me after so long we didn't spend our time together. Was suppose to taunt but someone really didnt let me so then i've got to listen to him and i choose to go home instead. Was messaging with Sharin the whole night, and he keep me awake with his nonsense stuff when i'm on the way home. I was drop dead tired and i got home at 3 in the morning. Okay kids, i have to do some revision for tomorrow maths test.

2008-01-12T10:21:00.000+08:00

(Tracy Chapman- Give Me One Reason)

I've been thinking and asking myself why i'm in love with you in the first place. I regret knowing someone like you and i just really hate myself for being with you for those 9 months plus and we ended up end everything. Its like super shit when we're together, i lost alot of nice people around me. Why must you go around to other girls when there's still your girlfriend is with you? Where's all your promises? I know you're the guy who find a girl who's pretty. You can't get enough when actually you have one and then you still go for other one.

Aiyaa^^ i really don't understand you. 4 more days to our 10 months anniversary and i'm sure you can't be bother about it. Our last meet was on Monday and we sat together and trying to talk things out but i didn't managed to tell how i feel and eventually deep in my heart i was crying. I just can't believed that you're sitting in front of me and talking to me about stuffs. I really miss the old you and the way you used to be mine. Why must time flies really fast which that everything have change in split seconds?

So much to say but where do i start. Would you listen if i spoke from the heart? It's simple things that keep us apart and you know it doesn't have to be this way. Can you hear it in my voice? You got to listen when i say don't let me go when i'm this low. Why can't we talk about it? Why can't we figure it out? I wanna know as people grow, how do they sort it all out. When this feeling that I've got won't let go. Some people stop and some people stare. I'm hearing whispers that you no longer care. Should i stay or should i turn away? Stop playing games now you know it's not fair.

I know you have move on and you won't come back to me again.

2008-01-10T19:44:00.000+08:00

(The Bird And The Bee- Carol Of The Bells)

I will never forget you.

I heard alot of stories about you and i know there's nothing got to do with

me but i just don't know what makes your attitude be this way. I hope

one day you will change and realize that your doing all this while aren't

the good things. Yeah, school was a bored one and it wasn't great

as day by day. And i totally hate Thurday which the lesson period really

makeme feel that i want to sleep cause there's Physics and i just got to pay

attention for 1 and the half hour. I hope this the new timetable will be

much better. I can't wait for Saturday bbq and i'm looking forward

for it.

I'm moving on no matter what.

2008-01-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

(Athlete- Its Not Your Fault)

I don't give a damn about you.

Whatever happen, things have to move on. I accept the fact

and now lets pretend that we don't know each other. You're

just no one to me so don't control my life. You're being so selfish
where you can do all this and that while i can't. I know how you
feel when you get to know that i got someone in split seconds, and all that

should be blame on you. I just hate your attitude and it really suck. Go lead
your own life and make that someone of yours happy. Now, i won't think

too much about this. I won't be online everyday cause i'm too busy
with school works and there's alot of good things that i should spend

on rather than something that didn't bring anything.

I really can't wait for something happen on 18th January.

2008-01-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

(Click Five- Happy Birthday)

My Sweet Sixteen.

My birthday was a blast one. I didn't know that we gonna celebrate
my birthday. When i asked my mum, she say she don't know. And brother
slept while waiting for dad to got home. So then, while Anna and i
watching tv, i heard brother's voice shouting, "Happy Birthday!"
I was so shocked. God damn it. And dad came into the house with
Swensen's cake. Supposely dinner was to be held at Hyatt hotel but then
dad forgot to book a reservation so then we went to Swensen instead.
Dad plan to have 2nd dinner for my birthday at hotel which
is gonna be on the? Okay i don't know when thats gonna be.
I really can't wait for that but too bad, i'm not a good eater.

To people who have wish me, thanks yeah. And boyfriend did wish me
alot of time whenever we talk on the phone. So sweet of you, darling.
And finally i'm sixteen, nothing to be happy about it.

I Miss Muhd Irwan baby.

2008-01-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

(Oasis- Don't Go Away)

Seminar for all Secondary four students was great. I thought of skipping
school on that day just to avoid the talk but in the end I did enjoyed it
very much. The team so called like the priest or whatever told us
stories about their life and so on. Some part was funny one and some part
was so sad. And lastly when the father, asked us to pray and bow our head down
while he recite the prayer, some of the girls cried and that's include me.
We were asked to forgive/say thanks for the friendship to whoever that you
dislike or like and then all became friends again. Lastly we dance and hold
each other hands to make a big circle and run towards each other. It was fun
and all of us seems happy.

2008-01-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

(The Morning Light- The Love)

I'm trying my best to help you but infact,

Yesterday night was hogging on the phone with someone then i received a
messaged from ex love and immediately i call him. I feel so sad for him
after hearing his problems. I know how he felt right now but you still have
to face it no matter what. Is just that you need to be strong. Don't think too
much about it, baby. I just hate that messages that you sent to me and to my
sister. I cried till my eyes swollen. Will you still fufill my wish which i asked you
earlier? I really hope it will come true one day especially on my special day.

2 more days.

2008-01-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

(Scouting For Girls- Stupid Love Song)

First day of school was okay. Mm, is just that i feel it was like
my first day of school when i'm in secondary 1. Godd damnn!
Girlfriends drives each other nuts. It has been so long since we met.
I'm looking forward tomorrow again being with you girls.
I love you girlfriends.

2008-01-01T01:34:00.000+08:00

(Modest Mouse- Float on)

2007 has come to the end. I don't like this year 2007 cause i really hate
this feelings that i'm facing with. When i saw the firerworks, i cried and
i called you and told you that its sucha waste that we didn't get to continue
our relationship as for now we're just normal friend. I don't like to be in love
when actually it can't last that long which i really don't want it to end.
Nevermind, let put it aside. And for now, i'm in love with someone.
I hope this pretty little sweet relationship will last.

Thanks for the memories, Ashraf.

2007-12-31T03:01:00.000+08:00

(Athlete- It's Not Your Fault)

Went over to my first ex boyfriend place for visiting. It has been awhile since
i met him. Went over to his place with a purpose which his mum just
gave birth to a baby boy. Okay he's cute. I'm used to close to his
family when i'm with him. Just now they were talking about the past and
yeah, i became so speechless. I don't know why. Damn, its like one
year ago our relationship has end. Mummy darling, thank's for the food.

2007-12-30T22:02:00.003+08:00

(The Cribs- Don't You Want To Be Relevant)

I miss Nidya Nadhirah and i sound so lesbian. She's coming back on Monday.
Well actually that's tomorrow and i can't wait to meet her. My Sunday was
abit dull. I just got my new hair cut and it was super short. I don't look the
same as my sister. She got long hair with curls and i have short straight hair. Isn't
that super different now?

Well actually they was talking about my hair. Okay whocares.
Anna: Siakk ah, rambut kau pendek and we don't looked alike anymore.
Dad: Hair still can grow as long your face is still there.
Me: Uh?

I was down and thanks to Syafiq for entertain-ing me on Msn. If can i want to avoid
him. I even charge my cellphone so that i won't message or keep on checking whether
i receive any of his message. If can, i will try not to look at it and keep myself
occupy with somethings. 2 more days to New Year, 3 more days to school reopen
and 6 more days to my birthday and 8 more days to.... I can't waitttt for it, people!

2007-12-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

(We Smoke Fags- Passion For Fashion)

I take things lightly when actually you ask me to think about it. Infact
i follow my heart and which is that i doesn't want to be you again in the future.
I hate someone who loves to rush on whatever they are facing with. I know
this feelings is so sucks which i've to pretend that i'm okay. I know To me, all this is
not what i want right now. I need to be alone.

2007-12-28T02:31:00.000+08:00

(The Fray- How To Save A Life)

So yeah, i'm really moving on with all this. I won't stop and think about
those matters again. I know it has been wasting my time by going with
you you you. I won't type that someone's name cause it's not worth it.
Certain people will only know about this matter. And now i got a crush on
this someone which no one know except for someone.

2007-12-27T00:45:00.000+08:00

(Maroon 5- If I Never See You Again)

I just can't take it when i get to know that you did something bad behind me.
Thank's to your friend for telling me all this. If not, i will stuck with your sweet
words. Come on, just move on and leave me. I'll be okay and i'm pretty strong
eventhough you wasn't by my side. I don't need anyone in my life right now.
I prefer to be alone and stay this way which i can lead by my own without having
any problems. Guys always can't be trusted, yeahhh.

Happy 7th Months Friendship, Faisal :)

2007-12-26T00:17:00.000+08:00

(These Electric Lives- Teach Me To Focus)

I don't know why is he who i always think of when actually i get over him
when the last time we met at Suntec. The feelings come again and i hate it.
I know it's hard for me to let go with a guy which i've gone through for 9 months plus.
I just don't know what i'm facing it right now. It's sucha confusing one.
I make those things hanging and which i pretend that it's over between us
but actually we're still together and that was what Ash told me. I really don't
know. I leave it to fate and i just wait for the right time to take over all this.
I can't take it when he tell lies. Damn. Whatever isit, i just can't accept this.
I doesn't know why i'm facing all this while i don't deserve. I want everything
to end pretty fast so that i won't keep on thinking about this matters.
& yeah, thank's for the meet up, dude.

Just move on.

2007-12-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

(Sam Hell- Take A Look At Yourself)

Met up with Nidya again, woo. Just can't keep the mouth shut when
i'm with her. No sense of direction. Just walk here and there without
planning. Coincidence Zee's ask we out. So it's our 10th meet but it wasn't
really turn out to be good cause we didn't talk and share things.
But at least got the chance to see her again. Meet up point at Bugis then we
headed to Suntec. Okay dash!

2007-12-21T23:29:00.000+08:00

(Maroon 5- Little Of Your Time)

It has been awhile since i update my blog. I left it just like that.
Get to meet her during Hari Raya Haj and coincidence we plan to go out.
Had so much fun when it comes to the maternal side cause she's there and
gossips are all over baby! Thank's to Sha Diniy, if not cause of him, I won't
be close to her now.

2007-12-17T20:54:00.000+08:00

(Elefant- Don't Wait)

As time goes by, i can feel everything has change in just a split seconds.
I don't want it to happen but i just have to accept it. I pretend to be strong i
pretend that i didn't know anything. If can i want it to end super really
soon so that i can be alone all the time without having a hard time not to think
about all this.

2007-12-15T21:24:00.000+08:00

(Jason Mraz- I'm Yours)

It was our 9th Month Anniversary. But i didn't know how to

put it when we both agreed to put our relationship a side for the

time being. I just let it to fate. Maybe one day it will turn out to be good

or bad. I won't say much about it. But yet, i miss you.

2007-12-13T21:16:00.000+08:00

(Oasis- Don't Go Away)

I'm really really sorry. I know its my fault for not telling you.
Lets forget about it. I promise i will change. I'm having this worse
sick that i've ever get. Everything that i input i will output from my mouth.
i will start sweating and there i'm desperate for the fan. I'm weak for now.
Supposely i need to go to the doctor with sister and with Raflee accompany too but yet i
refused to cause i can't even walk properly. I can't stand the pain anymore.
I want this to end soon so that i can do everything i want. I hate this.
Sigh.

2007-12-11T00:52:00.000+08:00

(Asyln- Gotta Get Over You)

Hey hey Wakelulu Penguin, thank's ahh for just now. Woo.
You brighten up my day. I'm sickk rightt now. Damnn.
I'm bloody cold till i have to use 2 blanket to wrap myself.
I miss you.

2007-12-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

(Anna Lick- Breathe)

I'm sorry, really.

Ashraf came over to my place then cabbed to Somerset Mrt. Thank's for

paying the cab fare, dude. I'm sorry if the outing wasn't that great just now.

Didn't talk much. And i know i shouldn't show my attitude infront of you people

just because of him. Aiyo. Thank's Zee, Khairi, Faisal, Alfee for the meet up yaww.

And Khai, thank's for the starbucks treat, & thank's to Faisal for cheering me up

when i'm down. We didn't know where to go as we spent most of our time at the starbucks

to chat and snapped pictures together. And yknow what, Alfee did a good deeds

today. Chehcheh! (: Well, i miss Sis Nadiah. Meet up soon, sayang.

2007-12-09T23:39:00.000+08:00

(Morrissey- Tomorrow)

I knew about it already.

I don't know what's up with him, anyway. Ahh, forget it.

I won't trust his words anymore, sweet talker mother fucker.

I just need to look on the bright side and yeah, i'm in love with someone.

Baby, i'm sorry if i hurt you on that day. I know its my fault and i promise

won't do it again. Somehow, you're mine.

2007-12-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

(The Format-Dear Boy)

Forget it then.

I give up on everything that i want to last for with him. He's
not the one that i know at first. Thanks to that someone for telling me
about him. If you didn't tell me about it, i guess i'm still stuck with his
sweet talk. Now, i don't give a damn on you. Let me tell you this,
just move on with that girl and take her to be yours. I can't be bothered with you
and your attitude. And i know you hate it when i told you about my
ex boyfriend. So that's how i feel when you went home with a girl after work.
I know its not your colleague but one of the girl which i don't even know also.
Oh whatever, just go ahead with that girl and just forget about me. I assume that you
also don't mind leaving me so do i. Lets drop the topic about Ashraf and
i. No more good things between us.

2007-12-06T23:58:00.000+08:00

(Travis- Selfish Jean)

Tell me about it, baby.

Godd! I know it's my bad for writing all this at the blog. And you still can
say that we're still together. We both even agreed about it on Wednesday
Morning itself. And now, i'm confused again. Damn.
Why must i face all this? When will all this end? Can you just tell me the truth
whether you still need this relationship. I don't want to waste my time on
someone who really can't be bothered with me but instead with his own work.

Ash: Love since when did we broke up? Why are you writing all those

at your blog. Omg hun you take it as we've break. No okay.

When i received this messaged, i was like is he really meant it.

He doesn't want to straight forward and there i start to think about negative

stuffs. Ohh please, lets this end quickly. I just can't bear with this pain

anymore. Baby, tell me about it.

2007-12-05T19:25:00.000+08:00

(The Bird And The Bee- Fucking Boyfriend)

Thank's for the memories.

Time's up, and finally i was the one who decide whether to continue it

or not. Officially Ash and i are nomore longer after 1 months of

misunderstanding and everything which i suffered it alone.

Cry everynight, think about you but i try my very best to stop

all this cause i know you don't do all this before you go to bed. So i was the one who feel
this way but not you. My thought was right that he got a new girlfriend.

Oh what the hell? Why guys don't appreciate girls? Whatever is it,

he's no more longer in my life. I'm sure it takes time to forget about him

but what to do. Every promises that we've made all flow down to the

drain, instead. What a waste. I thought that we can last until more than 1

year but it seems that you have a new life partner without telling me.

Baby, give me a reason to live again. I'm left all alone without you.

My heart would be burnt, a hole through my heart. Heal me.

I'm asking for is your love. I'm missing you badly. Oh god can explain.

My eyes are burning from the tears i cried. I love you, baby.

;with a love that shall not die till the sun grows cold and the stars

grow old. Know that i'm with you all along. I promise you this time, i

would never neglect you. You have always been my no. 1 priority.

I don't want to let you go. Even as we parted, we looked back and

ran to each other as we wrapped our hands around each other. But

i don't seem to see the old you which used to be. Your mine and we are

together. I want our love to last long. If i have scolded you over

some matters, i'm sorry once again. And please don't take it to your heart.

Though we're far apart, my heart is meant for you. Yang aku

mahukan adalah cintamu dengan sepenuh hati. We reach our

8 months but yet we last with sweet memories which we faced together.

Insyallah, jika takdir hingga akhir khayat nanti. Bersamamu disisiku,

aku akan sentiasa terhibur. Terima kasih kerana menjadi milikku

selama ini.

This is what you always say to me. And now on 5th December 2007,

which our love story has end here. Thank's for the memories.

Since 15 March 07-05December 07.

2007-12-04T20:58:00.001+08:00

(The Format- She Doesn't Get It)

I will let you decide?

I guess i really need to make up my mind to let him go.

I don't want this feelings to keep on going till i've to face it

alone but not him. If he have other girls in his life, i really

don't mind but atleast have the guts to tell me. You dare to be mine but

you don't dare to tell me the truth. What's all this? Everynight before

i turn in, i will start to think about us. It really takes alot of time for me

to decide whether to leave or not. Or maybe somehow i will let

him to decide about all this. I won't let anybody ruin

our relationship and make it down actually. 11 more days

to 9th Months and i hope it reach that day or even more than

that day. I wish that i got the power to make our relationship

last long and be with each other forever. Not only with him but

my friendship with my girlfriends& my net girlfriends too.

& Ikah, you're very sweet. Must must meet up soon .

I miss you, Ash Darling.

2007-12-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

(Eisley- If You're Wondering)

It takes more time for me to decide.

Went out with Zee again. She tagged along with us to Bugis
then to town, just to accompany Brother's girlfriend for shopping. We've
made it to our 8th meet which we didn't expected. Doesnt know where
to go and lastly headed to wisma. And yeah, we did managed to see Faisal's work
place plus him too. Met Khai outside topman. Bah. He's different and
he's still short. Chicken backside seh. Talk alot with Zee till Anna say this,

Anna: Sis, layan eh dee. Sampai besok pon tak habis.
You give her 50 cent and let her talk for 5 minutes.
Me: Don't interrupt can?

Zee: Hahahaha.

But i know today i'm too talkative starting from morning

when we were in Macdonald's for breakfast till i met Zee.

I also don't know, what's up with me. Hoh. And yarh, to

Nadiahh darling: Don't be sad and yeah if you can't take it,

just quit that job before its too late. I miss you Nadbaby.

Lets meet up soon sayanng.

2007-12-03T00:46:00.000+08:00

(Scouting For Girls- Stupid Love Song)

I know i know everything gonna be different. Take it easy.
Sigh. I'm still confused right now and i really don't know
what i should do now. Okay enough talking about all this seh.
I think i will let the time come and leave it to fate. And i need
to start to accept the fact too. But it takes time and patient when you're
facing all this. Damn. And yeah, i need that time machine back
again and turn back on 15 March 07 if can. Dream on, diyana.

Ohh, i miss him still.

2007-11-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

(Scouting For Girls- Elvis Aint Dead)

I miss those days.

No matter what, i will just wait for him to return. Darn. I cried infront of
that someone and i told that how much you mean to me. I'm not
that strong to move on without you by my side. Everything of my life's has
changed. Yknow, you're the only one who can brighten up my everyday life with
your voice&with your lame jokes. I told that someone that i should've
treasure you at first. I know i can't get someone like you, again.
We didn't have a proper night talk ever since you started working and i didnt get fully
attention from you. You told my sister that you don't mind that if i've moved on
with other guys. But seriously if you force me to do so, i can't
do it either. There's only you and you in my heart. You're irreplaceble, baby.

I admit my mistakes that what i've done to you all this while.
We've gone through thick and thin for 8months plus.
& Yeah, you're on your way back home from Kl.
I fucking miss you baby. I hope we'll get to meet tomorrow if god
permit us. I just don't know why. I've been down ever since you went
away. I've been thinking what i should do? Should we just end this or
should we continue or start everything back again like before. It takes
times to decide. It wasn't a easy one. If i make a wrong move, i might hurt you.

Ohh baby, take me to those old times and shower me with your precious
love once again. You didn't even neglected me before when i'm with you.
You're truly the best boyfriend i ever had. I need you right now to
bring me away and tell me that you still love me. And if you don't,
i'll just wait for you and hoping that you'll take me back in your arms once again.

I love you, Muhd Ashraf.

2007-11-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

(The Bird And The Bee- Because)

I still need you by my side.

Outing with Zee, Nad & Fana was great just now. Celebrated our
1 Year Friendship Anniversary. Zee- 7th meet, Nad- 6th meet, Fana-2nd meet.
They make me smile and really makes me forget about him when i'm
with them. But sadly, Nad have to leave early. I'm proud to have you
people that appeared in my life for about 1 year. Knowing you girls
wasn't regret at all. They put smile on my face. I love today, really.
Lets meet up again, sayaang. &yeah, i wish this friendship will last
long. You girls are my best damn thing.

&To him, Happy 16th Birthday Ex Love. May Allah SWT
bless you always. & yeah, happy belated 1 year break up too.
Takecare dude!

Damn, i miss Ashraf again. I need you badly. Will you still be there
to brighten up my day again? I miss you :(

2007-11-27T17:43:00.000+08:00

(The Sounds- Rock n Roll)

Ashraf darling went off this morning. Get to talk to him at night
for nearly 2hours before he go. And thank's sayang for calling me in the morning to
inform me that you're on your way. I break down when after you told me that.
Gosh, i know i miss you so much, that's why. I can't deny it, baby.
I'm gonna be down all days without hearing your voice& your sweet messages.
Come back home, quickly and meet up soooonn!
I'm sure some people will ask yourself, that day i say i got no
boyfriend but why am i writing all this sweet names all that.
Mm. Ashraf still treat me like her girlfriend but somehow i
don't really know about myself. To me, i thought all
has end. But yet, it wasn't. So i'm confused.

&Yet, i miss him.

2007-11-26T15:51:00.000+08:00

(Kate Nash- Stitching Leggings)

Still thinking about it.

Girlfriends back home todaaaaaaaay from Hongkong!
Fetched them at Airport just now. Carmen&Fee darling not in the picture.
Fee went back with her gf and Carmen can't make it. Damnnn.
Bahh. Mm. Ashraf darling, going overseas
tomorrow till Sunday. Gosh! Left me all alone. When is my turn to go overseas?
Maybe next month. & yeah, i'm not in love with anyone, i guess for the
time being. I've make a deal with Irwan. If either we people
get attach to anyone else, $200 will be gone.

No more love. I'll wait for you to have girlfriend.

2007-11-23T15:26:00.000+08:00

(Alanis Morissete- Mary Jane)

Stalker, stranger.

I'm really sorry. I don't know why i'm like this. Nothing can
make me change. This feelings come and go. You should understand me.
Maybe one day, i will turn back to you if somehow i really get over him.
If you're in this condition, you will know how it was. And i suffered alot
from this. It takes time to let it go eventually he's always there
that makes me love him more. I know he still love me but he doesnt
want to tell me.

I just want to be alone to think all over again and decide which to
go for. Alot of time needed. Well, i'm sorry if somehow i didn't
text/call you yesterday. I'm sure you've sick and tired of listening
to my crying/about my ex/about that guy there. You're the only one who
know all this. One day, i'll change but i won't know when it is.

2007-11-21T23:19:00.000+08:00

(Radiohead- Creep)

Don't tell me about it.

I just don't know what i feel right now. I doesn't know who

to pick. It wasn't an easy one. I'm sorry if i've hurt one of you.

You should try to understand if you're in my shoe. Ex love

like can't be bothered with me. I know i should move on but

my heart is still for him. Don't blame me for that. It takes time.

Maybe i'll just wait for ex love again like sister did that, too.

If he didn't turn back to me, i'll just wait. He may be the last

guy that i will want to be in love with.

I need time machine.

2007-11-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

(The Sounds- Tony The Beat)

A time frame surrounds the pictures i hold.

I started to wonder if i fall in love with you. How it gonna be?

I know its weird but i just can't help my feelings if is like that.

You're the one who make me move on. When i'm down,

you pick me up from all this. You electrify my life, baby.

2007-11-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

(Oasis-Stand By Me)

It takes time.

Nothing much things to say about you and me. I've found someone new,
he brighten up my days and without failed he make smile
eventhough when i'm down. When my sister was sleeping, i received those
messages from you and it really make me laughed like no one else
does that for me. When dad walk pass my room, he saw and
he asked me this

Dad: Why are you laughing? Your sister is sleeping right?
Me: Oh nothing lah.

I bet he thinks that i'm crazy.

Laughing together all along like we do through the phone
during our late night calls. & He's my stranger/stalkerr, baby.

2007-11-15T17:34:00.000+08:00

(Rufio -Above Me)

No picture to be upload at the moment.

Friendster/Myspace/Blogger are gay for the mean time.

It's our eight month actually. Isn't it fast? Oh whatever.

I messaged you to wish our eight month anniversary actually

but you didn't bothered to reply. But its okay, at least you gave

me a call. Thank's yeah. You're still in my heart.

It's hard to get you off from my mind but i will try my best to

stop thinking of you. Well everything between us has come to the end, anyway.

You like it, i like it too. You choose it while i don't. I just go with

the flow. I know you can't accept the fact when you read my blog

and get to know that i've moved on. Blame yourself for that.

You've moved on too, actually right. So stop pretending that you didn't

have one too? Lots and lots of stories i heard and i knew it by myself.

When the first time we get to know each other also,

you wasnt a faithful one to your love ones?

And only certain people know that i'm attached to him.

So girls, listen up. Most but not all guys nowdays are

just really making use of us. Don't let them control your life

and asking you to buy them this and that. You did that for

them, you gonna regret after knowing that they have someone

else behind you. Open your eyes widely and pick them wisely.
Like some guys told me that all guys won't be faithful

to the someone they love after so long. And that depends on the guys.

Ohh whatever it is, i'm failed to be in love.

And to you, thank's for the day. &Much appreciate

for your presence just now.

2007-11-14T15:43:00.000+08:00

(FM Static -Tonight)

I miss you, i miss you, i miss you.

I just don't know why. Your name have been playing

in my mind eversince i viewed your picture just now.

I just can't wait to meet you and tell you

how much you mean to me. If you doesnt think all

that, then it's fine to me. I just need to move on with

someone& which it's hard for me to put you off from my mind.

I'll wait right over her.

2007-11-13T17:03:00.000+08:00

(The Academy Is -Down And Out)

And yeah, i had fun today. I feel that i'm in love with

someone else, really. You're that someone that really

make me move on. I'm sorry if i kept on saying his names.

You've been missed, yaww^^ Let's Meet up soon, again,

& i would like to wish Ash, Happy 17th Birthday.
May Allah SWT bless you always. Enjoy your day
while it lasts! (:

2007-11-12T18:26:00.000+08:00

(Kate Nash - A is for asthma and annoying)

I don't think i can move on. Those records is
still in my handphone. I kept on playing it again and again.
& i started to cry out loud. I know i shouldn't do that.
Molly's stranger & meenah-chi's boyfriend cheered me up.
I can't deny that i still need him. What i can do is to wait.
But i won't go to him and beg him or whatsoever.

Ohh change your attitude baby& come back to me with
your arms open. I really need that badly. If you doesn't want it,
so just forget it. I'll make a move after one week later.

Hope to meet you tomorrow at your work place.
You're always in my heart; Muhammad Ashraf.

2007-11-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

(The Strokes - You Only Live Once)

Thank's for the memories.

I won't beg you, i won't make the first move

i won't do anything to get you back. I'm moving on.

I'm sure you won't believe if you get to know who i am

with right now. Oh whatever isit, 15 days for love has end

on Friday.

Change, before you want me back.

If not just forget it, dude.

2007-11-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

(Frente- Bizazare Love Triangle)

Life without you wasn't fine for me. But thank's
to that someone for hearing up my problems.
You really brighten up my day. Talk craps with you
really make me laugh till my jaw hurts so much.

I miss you.

2007-11-03T07:22:00.000+08:00

(Alicia Keys- If I Ain't Got You)

I just can't take it with what i'm facing right now.

I guess it's time for us to go separate way?

No matter what, things must have to move on.

When you're attached with someone, you dare to ask for

my number. And when i'm yours now, you got the chick to

be with other girls. What the hell? Aren't you had enough

with one? Why must i face this matter again. This is why

i hate to be in love, really. It hurts me alot when came to

this part. I'm regret to be in love. You're not faithful enough, i know.

Maybe somehow you're notthe one for me. And yeah, when

you read this, don't act that this got nothing going to do with you.

&keep your comment: Aku kesian ah dengan Dee.

If you pity me, don't do this lah. Nevermind lah.

Always remember this, what goes around what comes around.

2007-11-02T16:10:00.000+08:00

(The Kooks- Matchbox)

I don't feel good, right now. I was viewing my friendster

friend list, suddenly i saw him. Gosh. I guess is good

that my cellphone has been taken away, if not now

i'll be messaging with him till non-stop. I know i shouldn't

view him at first. I thought that i've move on and take it that

he's no more longer in part of my life eversince he's attached.

Okay lets play pretend to be strong and i must start thinking

of something else.

2007-11-01T19:33:00.000+08:00

(Rufio- Above Me)

Sigh. I don't know what's gonna happen next.
Hope everything gonna be fine. I guess i should move on.
I've gave up with everything. I need someone to bring me up
again. No point if i try my best to endure with what
i faced now, but you yourself just heckcare and wanted
to move on, i guess. Think and decide properly before
everything go down to the dirty drain.

2007-10-31T20:23:00.000+08:00

(The Academy Is- Slow Down)

I really miss boyfriend so much like 1245454625 times but i hope
you know that. My mind couldn't stop thinking about you.
I don't want to disturb what you're doing right now.
I'm taking things slow eventually not cause of that but my handphone
was taken away by my dad. Darn! It's hard to contact you nowdays.
I know its my fault, really. I can't wait to meet you on one of
the days.

You've been missed baby.

2007-10-29T17:29:00.000+08:00

(Michelle Featherstone- Coffee & Cigarettes )

I miss you so.

Lately, i've been missing you so much. It has been 1 week

we didn't meet. I feel that we've been drifting apart.

Oh dear. I know you've changed alot. Things will never be the

same if you're still like this. Hope everything gonna be alright

after my problems has solve.

Boy, how i wish you were here right now beside me.

the thought of you keeps me going. Your lovely eyes piercing mine,

your sweet smile that never fails to make me at ease knowing im

at war with myself. The warm touch of your hands i longed for,

your arms around me, your subtle lips pressed against mine,

oh how i miss you, baby.

17 more days to our 8th Months.

2007-10-25T20:48:00.000+08:00

(The Feeling- Love It When You Call )

I don't know how i felt about it?

My day was awesome, actually. Then when i received your message,
i wasn't in the mood at all. I just can't control myself when i get to
know about it. Okay whatever isit, just go ahead with her.
I can't be bothered with you anymore. And yes, i'm back going
to Ash. I know i've made a wrong move so now i've make
the right one, i guess. Ignore the previous post.

And to Zee & Nazurah: Thank's for coming over. I had a great time
with you girls eventhough its just awhile. & yes, thank's Zee for the
lovely belated birthday card. It's so sweet of you. I like it and
i love you so much. Lets meet up soon and make it to our
7th meet with Nadiahh and Fanaa also. I miss you people like hellots.

Pst: I'm starting to love you, Darlingg Ash♥

2007-10-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

(Kate Nash - Mouthwash)

Should i stay or should i go?

I just couldn't take it what you did to me. Its hurting me so much,
really. You neglect about those problems that we're facing now and you take
it lightly about it. When i asked you to let me go, it takes you so
hard to give me the answer. Well, i won't be waiting for it.
Maybe our relationship has come to the end. Be whatever
you want, and i'm sorry for those bad deeds that i've
done towards you. I'm trying my best to move on
without you. Thank's for the sweet memories and the
7 months of love stories, baby.

2007-10-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

(Lily Allen - Behind Blue Eyes)

I love today & you know why?

(Muka bussuuuk)

I had really fun with Mohamed Faisal today.
He made my day& I kept on laughing while walking to
meet his friend. I just couldn't control myself.

He's so cute walking with his leg like that. (haha)

And yeahh, Faisal is so sweet that he sent me home.

Thank's kamuuuuuu! Meet up soon again. (:

Things between you and me has end. No more stories.

I'm sorry and whocares? Both of us must move on

starting from today. Okay takecare ahh!

2007-10-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

(Emerson Hart- If You're Gonna Leave Me)

Soon, I guess i'm falling sick. I felt totally weak till i couldn't
get up. Godd. When i woke up, dad say this,

Dad: How come you so lazy to eat?

Me: What the hell? People sick still want to force

people to eat. Aiyo ^^

After i had my dinner, i feel much better and here i am blogging.

Didn't attend school since last Wednesday till now.

Going to school is sucha waste time, play games and all that.

If i attend school& i'm sure i'm gonna spend the whole period

sleeping in class. Might as well i stay at home& sleep.

Friday then i'll be attending school to take report cards.

I'm not ready to see those& i hope i do much pretty well

than last yearrr.

& Yes, I miss him :(

2007-10-21T15:38:00.000+08:00

(The Kooks- You Don't Love Me)

What's wrong with you?

I'm sorry ex's love. Really really. I don't know
what's wrong with you, out of sudden?
My bad, i know but i'm really sorry for not talking to you on the phone.
When i called you just now, you wasn't in the good mood to talk and
you just put down the phone just like that. I hope you're
doing fine& i promise not to let you down again.

2007-10-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

(Meese- Audiobody)

Thank's to you.

Wasn't in the good term with him. I was so pissed when i call
him but he didn't pick up. Do you know that how hurt
am i? I just kept quiet without you knowing. Sigh.
Till now i don't feel good eventhough we get to talk on the phone
for awhile. To me, you simply don't care about me. I don't
know what's wrong with you today. Whatever isit, i'm still
not happy with you. So then maybe either i should move on
or i just endure with your ego attitude?
I told Faisal about us& he always side you.
Unfair yknow^^ And thank's to you, Faisal
for hearing my problems.

2007-10-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

(Jamie And The Town- When Will I See Your Face Again)

When you're still here.

I was so shag. Came down to Eera's school just to help her with dikir barat.
Okay now i know it's not easy to teach people. Usually when my seniors
taught me, i didn't take it seriously. Come back to my story, the juara
girls voice damn nice. Luckily faisal came down to
help. If not i don't know what to do. Thank's eh TTM(ku).
Let's hang out soon, againn!

& I miss Ash Darlinngg<3

2007-10-17T20:54:00.000+08:00

(Silverchair- Across The Night)

Box full with letters.

I spent my day sleeping at home. Mum woke me up at 8 in the morning.
Rush into the washroom and took my bath. When i came out from
the toilet, i received a message from Emma. She told me that

our girlfriends won't be coming to school. And she ask me to

go back to sleep. So then i went back to sleep till 1 in the afternoon.

Anna: Eh, kenapa hari ini kau pemalas uh?

Me: A'ahhh lah. Aku pon tak tahu.

&&Tomorrow i hope i get to come down to help Sis Eera with

Dikir barat for her graduation day.

Okay Goodnighttt, kidds!

2007-10-16T21:26:00.000+08:00

(Anna Lick- Breathe)

School wasn't a great one which i didn't expected. Get to see our marks.
I'm really dissapointed with my maths paper. Gosh! It's so scary to see that paper
again, really. Tomorrow is exam's post. It gonna be my last day to attend school
tomorrow. School sucha bored one after exam's eventhough no study period.
So i choose not to attend school anymore till next Friday. And which that's
include my girlfriends won't be coming to school either.
I can't wait to see my marks for all papers. I hope that i won't retain,
if i retain it gonna be my worst nightmare ever.

2007-10-15T21:24:00.000+08:00

(Oasis- Wonderwall)

Miss what they lost.

Its our 7th Month Friendship. I don't know why i want it to end now.
But he doesn't want it. I know he love me but i really don't know what comes
into my mind that make this decision. Sigh. Thank's for everything
that you've sacrificed for me, for being a patient with my attitude
all this while. Well i will try to follow my heart that's where it belongs to.
I need time to be alone for this moment.

I'm sorry baby.

2007-10-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

(The Age of Rockets- Avada Kedavra)

& yes, i admit we're not going on strong.

Things between you and me wasn't that great nowdays. I don't know why.
You've been busy with you own stuffs& you ignored me too. I only
received short calls from you. Too me, that's not enough.
I want more than that, and i will love you alot.

Meet up soon, darlinnngg! <3>

2007-10-13T16:46:00.000+08:00

(Amy Mastura- Bersama Di Hari Raya)

First day of Raya.

This year Hari Raya was great! Camwhore with cousins all the time.
Uncles made us laugh until we're at cloud nine. At last get to spent
time with them after so long.

To all Muslim People, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

2007-10-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday, darling. May Allah SWT bless you always.
Meet up soon, baby.

2007-10-10T16:02:00.000+08:00

(Aerosmith- Crying)

The day when you're with me.

When i open my folder to look for pictures, i saw this pictures which

really remind me of you. Last time we used to be close before school,

after school during dikir barat and even outside school, baby. Remember you
always be with me when Anna's is not around. Usually you will come by to my house do silly things, laugh here and there. You always there for me whenever i
need your help. But now you're not there. We aren't close anymore
like the old days eventhough we're cousin. I even treat you
like my own sister, darling. I hope that everything's gonna be
the same like the old days.

I Miss You Girl.

2007-10-08T16:00:00.001+08:00

(Funeral For A Friend- Red Is The New Black)

I don't dance.

Went out with this fellow here. Sister kept on pastering me
to go out so that she can go out too. Well, if i stay at home
i won't be doing anything. So might as well go out. We really don't know
what to do when we are outside. Bahhh. Nevermind. But i really
had so much fun with that person, today.

Again, i miss you.

2007-10-05T16:13:00.000+08:00

(The Fray- Without Reason)

Exam's has end. Nomore late night study till morning. Thank's god.
Went Johor with parents to find cookies for Raya in days to comes.
I just hate to go there during fasting month. The weather is so hot, really.

I Miss You. Lets Meet up soon, love.

2007-10-03T15:53:00.001+08:00

(Meese- The Start Of It)

Every page I tried my best to think of something to contest.

3 more papers to go. Friday will be the last paper that i'm gonna sit
for. After school went home. And do you want to know something? Someone was
following me back home from outside of my school. I didn't knew it at first.
Till when i saw him again outside my brother ex's secondary school. He stopped
the car where i wanted to cross the road. That guy really sick in the brain.
At that point of time, the place was so quiet. If i shout also no one could hear
me out. Luckily i was on the phone with Ash. He asked me to go
somewhere that's have a lot of people. He tried to calm me down.
But he fail.(Nevermind, thanks darling.)

I was so scared, really. Sister wasn't there when i was being
chase by people. Whocares, now i'm glad that i'm safe.

2007-10-02T17:11:00.000+08:00

(The Grates- Inside Outside)

Quiet down and Drive.

Had my math paper 2 and physics paper just now. Maths was okay but
physics was a terrible one. Yesterday night, i spent my time revising on
phsyics. Teacher told us that she gonna test us on Chapter 1 to 11.
End up most of the question came out from Chapter 10. -Pissed-
There's maths paper 1 on Thursday. I can't afford to lose marks again.
I'll start to do practice again before Thursday arrive.

Met love just now. Its like hellots, i miss him.

Reply Tags:

Ash- What only. Thank's for the meet up, darling.
Carmen- Haha. Sucha sweet one baby.
Bloghopper- Heh. Thank's, anyway. Why didn't you put your name?
Lala&Nura- No, i didn't cut my hair. But i know it looks short.

2007-09-27T17:47:00.001+08:00

(Jason Mraz- Bella Luna)

I'm using the computer for today only before exam's
start. Exam's is just 4 more days and yet i prefer to use the computer to study. Deng! I don't love today. It kept on raining on and off. Cause of this, i injured myself while going to school. Anna & I was drenched like whatever. I fell into small drain which covered with full of water. (Okay don't laugh) It's really hurt alot. Thank's darling Carmen for putting those medicine for me on my leg. School was quite okay. I really study for today in school till Anna said this, "first time sia kau semangat". Okayy Bahh^ That's for real.

I miss love. Let's meet up soon, baby.

2007-09-24T17:12:00.000+08:00

(Lily Allen- Smile)

Why didn't you show me your love? Why must you hide it from me? I'm sure
one day you gonna let it out. But when? Gosssh! Exam's
drawing near. No time no update blog. Study is my main priority
for the time being if not i can't go Hong Kong. Damn.

&& Now I've decided to go on Hiatus for the time being.
If somehow i'm not busy, i will update my blog.

Reply Tags:

Faisal- Don't worry laah. I won't quit school.
Shamella- Thank's sweet :D
Waany- I've linked you up already.
Nadiahh- Yeah, saw you too darling.
Firdaus- Hello (:

2007-09-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

(Annalick- 2am)

The way you talk to me wasn't like the old you. I really love you but then you
simply hackcare about it. I know you still care for me but then you don't want to show
it to me, but why not? Oh boy, I really miss you so much.

2007-09-18T16:38:00.000+08:00

(Avada Kedavra- The Age of Rockets)

I love the way you are now.

School was really a bore one when it comes to Mr Chia period. But yet i still pay
attention in his class. English/Maths was alright. There's no malay
today. Cikgu didn't came school. I really miss malay. I've miss two weeks of malay
lesson and I will be looking forward for it, tomorrow.

Again, i miss you.

2007-09-17T20:46:00.000+08:00

(All At Once- The Fray)

You're still the same like the old days.

Pratically i just don't feel like attending school anymore.

I don't know why. Don't bother to ask me. But i'm

gonna sit for my English Paper this Friday. Darn! I don't

even know that this week i'm sitting for my paper till Anna

told me about it. I should really wake up and

do my stuff. But i still can't get those Physics into my head.

Physics and Math exam's was in the same day. Gosh!
I'm gonna stress. Urggghhh. I hate exam's __

Reply tags:

Eena- Thank's! :D

Sitee- Thank's for dropping by. 2am by Annalick.

2007-09-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

(1985- Bowling For Soup)

Your cute voice really makes me melt.

This morning, i didn't wake up for sahur. And eventually i didn't even

complained that i was hungry. Didn't went out today, just stay at

home watched television/spent time using the computer/

started to revise my physics. Bang! Unbelievable.

Writing down the important notes and somehow i still

have 10 and the half chapter to complete. I got 2 more weeks

to exam's and yet i still have alot of stuff to do.

Whatever isit i gotta start now.

2007-09-15T23:47:00.000+08:00

(Have A Nice Day- Stereophonics)

I know, you're still there.

Well its was our 6th Month Friendship. Time flies really fast. Really.
I'm sorry if i had done wrong towards you. Forgive me, will you?
I appreciate everything that you've done for me all this while.
I treasure you so much, yknow. You always brighten up my day with laughter.
Let's Last Long Darling Ashraf.

Today was okay, i guess. Brother suggested to go granny's place
to buka there. I ate alot when i was there. Whocares?
Lately, i didn't eat that much. Bahhhh^
Watched Man Utd played against Everton just now.
Man Utd won the game, 1-0. But it wasn't a good game.

Psst: Again, I Miss You.

Reply Tags:

Nura- I've check it out already. So sweet of you. (:
Haszriah- Really? I love it too.
Nadiah- Okay done. You too sister :D

2007-09-14T17:45:00.000+08:00

(Rehab- Amy Winehouse)

He's sweet, yknow.

Yesterday night he kept me accompanied. Talk to him on the phone
was okay. I didn't expect that i got the chance to talk to him.
Practically didn't talk that much. He kept quiet so do i? Yarh, like as if I talk alot.
Maybe we should have more long night talk then we can really talk alot.
Oh whatever. & yes, he accompanied me again at msn. Chat as usual.
But too bad, he's out with his friends.

Anyways, thank's Firdaus. Much appreciated.

Today's school period wasn't that interesting. First two period we did small test
and after recess, we did test again. Tsk. Then the rest of other period we
slacked. &Sex Education period was bore. I didn't even listen to what the
lecturer say. When the bell rang Sister and i just went out from the hall.
(Thank's God) &Oh yarh, i saw him outside the school.
And there he start to smile while i was talking to Khai.

Happy Fasting People.
[1 hour and 21 minutes to go]

2007-09-13T18:00:00.000+08:00

(Kiss Me- New Found Glory)

Today was quite okay. Didn't attend school again.
Went out with Ash. Nothing new to do. Just sat around and catch
up things with him. Well practically sister said that school
becoming more bore cause there's no lesson. Oh dear!
What's the used for coming to school? EOY just around the corner and yet
teachers didn't attend to our class. Maybe tomorrow, i'm gonna
skip school again.

I miss the way you smile at me when i sees you in school.
Do that again for me, will you?
I will appreciate if you do that for me. I'm so glad that
you always gave me night calls before you turn in.

I Miss You Like Crazy.

2007-09-12T20:24:00.000+08:00

(Bizzare Love Triangle- Frente)

I know you're there but you won't show yourself.

I slept the whole day today. The medicine really make me

sleep till i got a hard time to wake up. Wake up in the morning

to eat breakfast then continue back to sleep.

I woke up nearly 7 in the evening, like as if i went to school

just now. Whocares.

Well, tomorrow i'm back to school again as usual. But maybe

i'm gonna skip school tomorrow. I'm still sick might as well i

don't need to come. If i come i won't be studying. Can't

concentrate with all those stuff. End of year exam's coming

soon and yet i'm still not ready for it.

Ps: I Miss You.

2007-09-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

(Howie Day- Collide)

I know you don't like when i wrote about someone else.
But this is how i feel. I can't stop all this. But at least i tell you the
truth. My bad, boy. I'm sorry. But i know i can't deny
that i still love him. Its not easy for me. I still can't move on.
This is true i tell you.

My day wasn't that good. I fall sick when i was in school.
Brother came to school and fetch me and take me to the clinic.
I just couldnt take it with those crowd. Well, i got two days MC.
Today and tomorrow & i won't be attending school. Gosh! I'm gonna
miss him. How? Let's meet up soon.

2007-09-10T20:08:00.000+08:00

(And Then I Turned Seven- I Miss You)

Today school wasn't that pretty fun. Girlfriends didnt attend
school except for me and Brenda. Whocares, we slacked almost all period.
Talked about those past with her. &He wasn't in school. Thought of going to school
with you. Too bad, *Sad Face* Let's do it some other time. I miss you.
Well, there's pretty hot dude that really make me go shanananaaa.
Because of his hair only. Such a sweet people.

2007-09-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

(Maroon 5- Wake Up Call)

Tomorrow back to school again. How i wish that hols
can last long. I'm not ready for it. Pfft -.-
But i get to see you in school walking here
and there. Smile to me more often. Gosh. I miss the
chance to talk to you on the phone yesterday.
Nevermind, someone has accompanied me already. Hope that you give
me a call eventhough school start. Stay at home
watch tv. Eat drink laugh eat drink laugh, make
me fat lah. I should stop that. Ahh. I miss you love.
Let's meet up soon.

2007-09-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

(Plain White T's- My Only One)

First of all, i would like to wish my two favourite darlings, Happy 15th Birthday.

May God always bless you too, babies. Love you both.

Went to Town to find for girlfriends presents.

Don't know what to buy and at last i get those stuffs.

Bought for them Tee,Boxer's&Doughnut. Gosh, I'm broke now.

Whocares, as long i gave them something.

Came back all the way from Town to Downtown East to celebrate their

birthday there. We had pizza for ourselves.

Big Bang, Darlings.

2007-09-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

I don't love today, bad day for me. I want this to end.
Parents just couldn't stop nagging. (F**K)
Thank's to him for cheering me up.
Without fail, you make me laugh. Its just only
3 days& you did this for me. Oh yes, i love him alot.

2007-09-06T20:07:00.000+08:00

( Taking Back Sunday- Make Damn Sure)

Yesterday night was a great one. Eventually i was broke down cause

i really miss him so much. While i was brushing my teeth,

I received a message from him which is unexpected.

I was so shocked. Then after a while, he gave me a call. (Insert Happy face)

I couldn't believe that that was him. His voice has changed.

Is it true that's him?(Mmm) We talked through the phone nearly 1 hour.

Gosh. He made me laugh and he kept on disturbing me.

&He kept on giving hints about those old days.

Well, i will be hopping that he will give me a call tonight before i turn in.

Today's outing with Sis Mary has been cancelled. (insert sad face)

She has something going on. I miss you Hellots, yknow.

Meet up soon(:

Reply tags:

Eena: Thank's!

Faisal: Haha. Yarh, at last.

Fad: Hello again.

Amirah: Thank's (:

2007-09-05T20:19:00.000+08:00

( Kelly Clarkson- Because of you)

Sister tuned to channel five which "Live the Dream" was on.
& This Lady sang the song that really reminds me of you.
My misses for you really(-.-) I can't explain how much i miss you.
I was so happy that i get to see you in school just now.
Coincidence i was sitting there, and you were walking pass
where i were. You did the half smiled only but not full.
I'm gonna miss you even more when you left the school.
Hope the time won't fly that fast. Is this true that we've been 9 month and 11days apart?
Usually after we fight or what we will be back together. But this end forever.
I wish that one day, you gonna be mine again.

How i wish this could happen again,

Going school and back home together.
Accompanied me when my sister wasnt there with me.
Sat outside NCC room after school.
CCA was great when there were you.
During recess, sat next table facing each other.
Hogging on the phone till next morning.
Came to your house and had a great chit chat with your Mum.
Received a good gift from you and your mum.

Well, this has end forever.

Reply Tags:

Lily- Haha, but yet i still cut again.
Waany-Nice seeing you too(:
Fad- Haha, long time no chat eh bacin. Talk soon.
Eena-Thank's sweets :D
Ikahchu- Hello kamu.

2007-09-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

( The Academy Is-Down And Out)

I had alot of laughter with siblings.

I just couldn't control myself.

How i wish you could be here to join us.

I miss you.